I didn’t know that the yard where I live had a Rowan tree till the gardening crew started pulling branches, leaves, and perhaps a small trunk out of the back yard and up onto their truck. It was sick and needed to be cut down. I was busy picking up the freshly trimmed Ivy for future fabric dying projects but I took a look for the Rowan tree in my dye book and then added the leaves and branches to my pile of harvested dye stuffs. A few days later I picked up a small mass of horse chestnuts and their shells and the next day a friend helped me gather acorns, oak leaves and small twigs and branches.
It surprises me that the yard I live within had a Rowan tree. The Rowan tree has some serious punching weight in European mythologies and folklores but most interesting is its role in protecting people, homes, and cows from witches. The red color of its fruit was apparently an anti-witch color and the tree was often planted at transitional places – a door way or a gate or a cross of rowen wood just hanging somewhere on the cow. Apparently you can still find the rowen tree growing next to long abandoned crofts in the highlands of Scotland. Rowen branches also served as a small cross bound with red thread and carried in a pocket. I am starting towonder if I shouldn’t maybe stick a small bit of rowen bark in my face mask.
This virus is a breath rider. Our deepest, most profound gateway into and out of our body is our mouth, our nose, our breath’s pathways which this unseeable, untouchable virus rides. Our masks are our primary defense against this threat to our well being. Our mouths are the last chance stand in the transition between the inside and the outside of our bodies. We need safety on our face. So we wear masks. Most of us at any rate.
Maybe I’ll take some of the unspun wool I currently have soaking in the rowan dye bath and stuff it into my mask. Maybe I should dye some machine woven fabric (better screening for the virus) in the rowan solution, stitch it all over with red embroidery thread and then make it up into a mask. Maybe some Rowen dye around our masks will carry necessary protection against these abstract concepts we call aerosols and particulates. A virus we could almost as easily call a witch’s curse for all we can tangibly sense it. I find myself sympathetic to my long ago elders who planted trees with bright, red fruit next to gates for lack of a better idea on how to secure their home from unseen threat.
It feels like everything is out of control and in spite of our collective best efforts, it seems like it is only getting worse, not better. At this point I think my High School English Teacher would like me to give you three to five examples in this paragraph but my soul counsels that maybe we already know all the threat’s names too well. Maybe what we need is the name of hope or at least presence.
All four gospels in the Christian Scripture tell stories about chaos and also hope. People are hungry and they get fed. People are ill and they get healed. People are impoverished and they learn that their poverty is not God’s plan or desire for them. People’s own humanity is restored when they encounter the Divine Love embodied in a man who’s life could have appeared as being way out of control but was in fact in Love’s own control. I think it was intensely destabilizing to encounter Jesus on a mission tour. I think it turned the world upside down to become a disciple. I think it must have shattered the community when Jesus was killed and then what was left to count as true about this world when Jesus returns to table and lake shore and the tomb is found empty? The Gospel of Matthew ends with Jesus apparently leaving this world and the people he knew and loved for good. Yet – and this is important – his last words to this community still in existence today was, “And remember, I am with you always to the end of the age.”
I wonder if that is what people wanted to claim with the rowan tree at the gate. That while we may appear to be defenseless, we are not abandoned. The rowan tree might be the last thing of home you saw when you walked out toward the fields or village or to war or when you left your childhood home for marriage and another house. The rowan tree, with its bright red berries still visible in the deepest of twilights became the first sign that home has waited for your return, safely guarded against seen and unseen invaders.
The world is turning dormant and the days are turning short. The seasonal transition is a reminder that if I have not yet gathered what I need for the coming months, I will have to wait and go without. Meanwhile the chaos of fire, flood, wind, and even governance itself is still deeply aswirl. I’m on my way home looking for the rowen tree’s promise that safe space starts where it grows. If it is a tree or a rock or something else, this month I’m keeping my eyes out for signs of God’s promise that none of us are ever left alone.
Look out the window, go for long walks in as green a space as you can find. Notice everything around you, even if you don’t know their names. You’ll be taught the names of what you need to know. Pick up an acorn, a future oak tree, and carry it in your pocket or purse this coming winter. Or a small rock. Or nothing. Maybe you already know that we are never left alone.